I personally was addicted to drinking soda pop with aspartame in it and I was totally ignorant as to it's toxic effects on the body.
I actually went through withdrawal symptoms when I cut off drinking the stuff cold turkey.
I was drinking 2 two liter bottles a day with that crap in it and it was killing me.
After I stopped drinking the swill altogether I saw little white dots of light when I closed my eyes and little pain pricks all over my body because it was crying for a fix.
It took me a long time but now I drink tea, coffee, made from triple reverse osmosis filtered water I do right at home.
I still have a beer every once in a while, I like the Canadian Molson and sometimes red wine, I ain't no saint.
But you gotta git off that stuff, you'll feel a heck of lot better in the long run I assure you.
M-