Sorry to hear of your mother's problem. Not surprised you have been through Jung, meditation, all that, and lol, do relate to your too much dopamine in the wrong brain centers .. ... it was a great experience as after that i fully understood and appreciated more how hallucinations can arise from a 'mental' state https://investorshub.advfn.com/boards/read_msg.aspx?message_id=54455553 I read only the first book of Carlos's. Joseph Campbell was another .. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Campbell .. along the way.