Diamond, you did NOT fail. I'm thinking that you're having some PTSD now. Be kind to yourself. We're all glad that you are here. Take some time to heal.
Hey Diamondwater, I've never really chatted with you on the boards but do follow you closely ever since before new year 2011 on the ATRN board. I'm very sorry to here about this misfortune in your life. Sometimes you need to leave it to others to do heroic acts. I wish you a speedy recovery back to square one...Courage