Understood my friend. I just struggle to understand how extremely positive you remain when some events have really misled us to this juncture. You are a true believer, no doubt there. But realize one thing NOBO, so far its all been just words, and every time the guy has the opportunity to display real tangible stuff. He just delays and delays. Two years of just hype and words. You know the old saying. Action speaks louder.
Anyway, my beef isn't with you. You deserve all the respect in the world for dealing with this day in and out.