You can spout all you want with your conspiracies and paranoia. I know many who lived at a time in the USA when freedom ruled the land, the streets were clean, diseases were wiped out, children were children, a female could walk down the street at night perfectly safe, guns could be brought to school for target practice, boys were boys and girls were girls, fuel was cheap, electricity was cheap, food was cheap, one income families were sufficient, music was happy, kids could sing X-mas songs in school, life was slower and more courteous of others and GOD along with PATRIOTISM were the norm in schools...
Where has it gone you ask? The Liberals took over that's what!
You may be shell shocked from the military….My advice is for you to seek medical care…