It's old age. It's self-inflicting martyrdom. It's also called self-righteousness. And he's in the wrong place to express himself. He doesn't even compose a message about the facts in hand. It's about his emotional inner world. He doesn't get out enough in my opinion. I've been here for the whole time like how many years? There's no point in trying anymore but I'm going to drop this here anyway cuz a man is how he thinks. I'm hopeful.