The shame for narcissists is carried deep within, and often impacts their feelings of worth that they cannot bring themselves to share with anyone. Since they have what is called discontinuous memory, it is even likely that they do not remember the things that happened to them in early childhood that caused such feelings. Their selective memory only remembers about 30% of the past with accuracy and fidelity. The rest is either completely erased, rewritten with a new twist, or totally fabricated out of thin air. And that is their reality — this crazy funhouse of mirrors and broken glass, illusions and delusions, monsters and heroes, fantasy and fiction.
And so for them, reality is what you make it. Whatever they want to think it is. And I can see why you bolded the part about envy. I doubt he has even an envy-free few seconds most days. There's always something he has to catch up with, and get for himself, preferably depriving someone else of it. As in his idiotic behavior with the Kennedy Center. And the 2028 Olympics. And his insane White House ballroom.
The only thing he's REALLY good at, beyond the insults and threats, is low level manipulation. The kind he learned when he was a kid.
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