Good luck. And never forget that many different members of different animal species would - would - miss you. Hope you feel shitty after the blast, like i do after a slot blowout. Only let it last for a day though. Have fun, zooman. Then a relax, settle down is good.
PS: Told you long time ago total abstention was never my go either. You will find your path maybe earlier than i have. Getting closer. LOL