I'm trying really hard to get myself into trouble again. If I suddenly disappear, I'm pretty sure you all know where to find me by now. I've just had it and I'm sick of the nonsense. I also had another medical scare that I didn't tell yawl about so my time on earth is not looking very bright either. I'm not going out without a fight, that's for sure.
I might calm down or I might not, either way I think I'm going to go buy a bottle of good Scotch with a pack of smokes and get fucking hammered. II'll be back or not in a bit. Don't wait up for me....