I think people just find you to be a very very strange man due to the amount of time you spend posting and reading about, and analysing, the company, when you aren't invested. Pretty much no one worldwide behaves in this creepy-oddball way but you, and it distresses me that you can't see how utterly weird you're being.
The sense of arrogance, held when all you've done is lost money and given your total ignorance on photonics, is also baffling.