yes, it's not easy but I need to relax and heal before I start to throw bombs lol. A gentler more kinder Jacy so to speak.
I have to admit that it is quite more relaxing. I was so used to running the show that I forgot about how easy it was to just be a cast member.
It won't last if I stay there because I've already seen some stupid stuff going on but for now it's a good place for me. If I snag that billion bucks tonight I'll be gone and buy my own zoo :-)