Yes, but I'm certainly not alone in this situation. We're all suffering in many ways. But we're all trying to survive.
I wonder how many people take chat board people for granted and not even realize the feelings and respect they have for literal strangers until they're gone. I know I do that for the most part. Solid contributors like intregal, many people on this board and people who use their real names and such have always had my respect. You do too.