Sentinel, you can claim anything you want, maybe you did maybe you didnt, if you did and have so much riding on this, why would you cut them down left and right.
you would make a great car salesman, taking the potential buyer for a test drive and telling them everything wrong with the car, basically saying stay away. I mean it almost seems like you are trying to warn people to stay away, and that in some way will get back at the compnay for your mistake.
the fact is you made an investment in a high risk gamble. that is the bottom line. dont cry outside the casino that they took all your money. no one cares. it happens everyday, you win some you lose some, but life goes on. I dont care how much you have lost, you have the chance to make it up somewhere else or just sit here and stew about it.
all just my opinion