Yes, I understand in your case.
Or in my case, buying a few shares here and there from as high as a quarter...averaging down. Then the chill came and I pretty much already counted as a loss.
I didnt give up on the dragon though even though I considered pre-chill as lost money.
And then one day, the opportunity of a lifetime. I went ALL IN at a half of a penny. I figured what the hell.
And here I am, even at its low point Im feeling good at being 5x over what I went as being heavy.
Different strokes for different folks