you poor thing .. I truly feel for ya .. hanging on to 'stuff' that was never a big deal in the first place ... hoping and a praying for some made up crises that never was ... to become a big deal ... . .It's nice to see that ...all it takes is NOTHING .. to keep you going .. man! .. IF 'something' ever did really happen you'd miss it ... well actually you already have, missed it that is ...! and you don't even know about it because you still have your head stuck up solandra's garage door ........lmao !