AMA and Penman, I have found over the years that what seems to be a calamity at the moment, was really the closing of a door for that period of my life....now a new door is waiting for you to open. You are now free to reassess your true life goals and desires.
Here are a few books that have helped me deal with change in the same situation:
"Who Moved My Cheese?" Spencer Johnson, M.D. "Where is God When it Hurts?" Philip Yancey "The Psychology of Winning" Denis Waitley
The best is yet to come!
Magicdaddy
It's My Humble Opinion. No more, no less....Rock on.