You remind of my old stock broker. He was one of those guys that never got hurt in a declining market. I really wonder what your stake really is? Doesn't matter I suppose just imaginary trades anyhow.
Anyhow, I've felt the sting of late. I'm content to increase my holdings in NFI a little at a time. Looks like year-end with dividend and bonus of a yield of 20%. Wonder how your trading compares to that return.