I'm looking for a way to describe the fatigue I'm feeling with the ups, downs, lack of direct CRTG information and endless waiting. I know I/we did good research and made decisions based on the best information we had but not having any new CRTG information for a year is grinding on me. I know there is nothing "usual" about any company as they are all unique but this complete CRTG blackout seems odd to me and I'm trying not to let it effect my attitude negatively. We have invested every month for twenty years and even weathered the RS but I thought SURELY CRTG was out of diapers this time. There is nothing to do but wait but I'm starting to feel a little like Tom Hanks on the island...Where's Wilson?!? WILSON!?!