Ok that is a very heart felt question. You just gained my respect. None of this is easy. Hang in there it will be worth it. I have read on and Steve answered your questions very well. I have known him for a while, you can trust him and some of us that have been here for a while. Look at real DD and do some yourself. This is one hell of a learning curve. I personally will not mislead anyone. You seem young so don’t worry about getting rich tomorrow but instead winning in the long run. TPTW has made me a lot of money and can others also. Hang in there man it is tough. PM people if you want or need to. Good luck I am here to help and make money. So are many others. Good luck to all in this uncertain time!