I did some creative things with cocaine for a spell but never once had a whiff of heroin.
I still have full access to psychedelics but the way I've felt for the last few years, I layed off, figuring it would only compound my problem.
One day I will get back. Just not now.
LOL, I used to read every word of it too! Playboy started me on to Rolling Stone while I was still obsessed with Tolkien and Middle Earth and writing book reports on Twain and Emerson.
I always got away with it because of my inquisitory nature as well. I lost touch with my father years ago but me and mom are like peas and carrots after we agreed that I wasn't her little boy anymore and helped her get out of that life. Now we argue about what happened when I was 5 years old and neither one of us is right but we always end with a smile.
I try to give back a little to the less fortunate, always. I've rooted for the underdog my whole life. Sometimes I win, sometimes I lose but there's no outcome if you don't try to help your fellow man or woman.
Life is a series of lessons to me. That's why I hang with homeless dudes as much as I rub elbows with the rich fools. To me we are all the same.
The only thing that separates us is nothing.
We are all in this together for a short time, so let's make it last as long as we can with what little we have to offer.
The kids on the apps are okay with me until it becomes a tragic shitshow like the one we're witnessing now because they couldn't go to school. I might be part of the minority of my generation but I looked forward to going early and staying late.
and I had a friggin blast while I was there.
My only regret is that I didn't stick with it but life comes when we least expect it.
cheers mate!
It's way past my bedtime and I'm still rambling.
-trust science
trust yourself
stay well