Michael: focus on the positive things in your life and hold them close. Talk to your wife about this and use it as a lesson learned the hard way. A lot of us made the same mistake in believing what other people told us about this company. You will get through this okay, dont let it get you down because you still have family that loves you and need you healthy. You can also email to me if that helps. jbg9617@yahoo.com. Good luck to you.