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Thursday, 11/23/2006 2:02:54 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2006 2:02:54 PM

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Happy Thanksgiving gang. I know it sounds stupid and don't mean to downplay anyone else's plight, but I was wondering how many others were invested 100% in SLJB besides me. Not looking for symoathy, maybe empathy. I lost all our retirement. My best friend is still very sick, I totaled two cars,no one was hurt thank god and have to back to work Monday to a job I've started to hate.

The plus's. I have a home, a wife that still loves me, food, clothing, one friend, some brothers and sisters that love me.

Im trying really hard to look on the bright side and see all the things I do have, but it's very very hard. Only the jurt I'd cause my wife is keeping me from siuicide. I have a history of depression too. Im so sorry for the woe is me story but I really have no one else to talk to since Im so embarrased and ashamed to tell anyone. Thius has truely been the worst week of my life and as stupid as I was was doing it all for my wife and her security as I don't make alot of money and have screwed upp financially in the past. I thouhgt this would be my one big score to to restore things and have no one to blame but myself. I don't care if I get pm's telling me to grow up, or be a man, or go do charity, or ...I know I deserve it all and probably would agree with it all. Im sorry to have taken your time up on this holiday and thank you for letting me vent, by doing so you may have saved a life. Okay now lets all get our violins outs and cry for me(lol). I am also sorry for all of you who have had similar things and pray that you all have the best lives going foward for you and your families. love to all

Michael Wade aka gratitudedude) wow, did I pick the wrong board name! lol!