Michael...you need to sit down somewhere quiet, and, examine the richness in your life....this may sound cliche, but, it is true.
You already have a richness that most on this planet do not....have a loving family that they can enjoy this and next month's holiday season with, and, they love you.
Many people would gladely give up their "richness" for some of what you have, and, don't kid yourself......there are many, many people who are either alone, or are missing a close loved one, and, are quite miserable during the holidays.
As for SLJB, unless you sold.....you are not yet lost, as there is still the ending chapters of this story yet to be told......
In other words, if you still have your investment, then, IMO you still at least a 50-50 chance that you can re-coup your investment, and, perhaps more....
Please keep up the faith, you are NOT alone in your lifeboat, there are many here the same.
All the Best....Now, go and give your family a hug !
I owe to smoking (cigars), more or less,
Through life the whole of my success;
With my cigar I'm sage and wise -
Without, I'm dull as cloudy skies !
Light up a stogie today !!