no words adequate, Design333...but you know there are A LOT of hearts feeling EXACTLY as yours...you have SO much company.
The problem with manipulation--inside or out--is that greed blinds the perp's to the fact that LIVES are dramatically affected...not just DOLLARS. Thank God the yoke of that weight deters most..much easier to lose dollars than self.
Design, you'll be right back on the wagon with us if the road turns towards a better horizon...lookin forward to that day.