Well, Semi-senile..you started it by calling me what I clearly am not.. an idiot. (Except when it comes with my relationships with women) LOL!!
I do not really consider you senile. Just obsessed with anxiety about an investment that you once made, and forlorn hope that you will recover some or all of it. I hope you do, but I have no confidence that it will happen. Neither do you, deep down in your mind.
As Edge has pointed out, you can garner a bit by day-trading CDEX stock, provided that you do it with the knowledge that you very well could guess wrong, and as Closer says, have a plan to quickly get out with a profit when one exists. But since you are SOOO in love with the stock, I think that you would hold onto any shares that you buy until the bitter end, hoping all the way.
If MP needs the money, the shares are his to sell, let him sell them. But he cannot do it in secret..the laws and regulations won't allow him to do that. But his sales do reveal his lack of confidence that in the future the PPs
will amount to anything much. As I said, he is clever.
The rest of your post is just random ranting, and I see no need to make any specific comments about such rantings.
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