Your a bit wacky, and your making ignorant assumptions that follow no logic imo... And who cares about your dead son, that's all I ever said, and use and project that sympathy card, therefore you take no responsibility of your own and can't think right... I'm sorry, but you betrayed not only me, but to a lot of my other guys... Look I don't like you, but that doesn't mean we can't have a mature conversation... I'd rather not, but if you feel clinging on to the past for whatever reason, and keep mentioning it, I'll have no choice but to put own 2 cents and describe reality as I see it...
Good luck man, and I hope you find your peace...