Now there you go again! Criticizing what you least understand without ever bothering to investigate it and test its validity. You know I was reading something or listening to a recorded seminar one time and I can recall reading or hearing something in that moment which I considered so profound that it drew me to the distinct conclusion that if I was not eagerly striving to learn everything I possibly could about this lifetime, that I would not be preparing adequately for the next one. I can only imagine that not doing that is analogous to living out your sentence here in quiet desperation. What would be the point of that?