kozuh -- your restive wondering wandering, muttering musing and menacing meaninglessly about meaning, its meaning, and the meaning of its meaning, etc., wash, rinse, repeat -- imagining what it must be like to caught clumsily clambering around that sort of a knotted Mobius strip to infinity -- brings to mind meaning perhaps best captured by M. C. Escher (all via http://www.mcescher.com/ , Galleries, Recognition and Success 1955 - 1972):