Timing is everything in OTC land happymario. Sometimes you have to roll with the punches. You will get your certs, and possibly make out real well. Nothing is ever guaranteed in this crooked market. And I mean nothing. Sometimes it takes a decade to learn the in's and out's of touchy situations. If it makes you feel any better, it has taken me a few hundred K in the red to finally have this drummed through my head. I marry nothing, and take most of what I hear or read with a grain of salt. Timing is key in this crooked game. I may lose all here, that's why I continue to trade safe. If you play these cards right, you very well may end up on the positive side of the coin this time around. Never hold grudges, or blame others for past mistakes. Live and trade in the present. That is all we will ever truly have. Best to you bro.