8 Handicap! WOW! Congradulations! You are awesome. You only chili-dip/3-putt/mis-read/mis-club/whiff/top/OB/skull/lip-out/etc. etc. only a few times each round, playing one of the hardest games on earth. You will NEVER master that game, but you still try. And of course you are in complete control of your temper the whole time on the course. My hats off to you.