Freeus,
LOL !!
<< apparently to become "a better me" I needed a tough lesson, since I refused to learn with milder
means. >>
Yer a better man than I, Gunga Din. Frequently, even tough lessons have little effect on me at all. I often don't even realize its a lesson. I figger the universe is just getting its revenge <gggg>
Actually, I lost a lot last Spring also [that's when I resolved to never, never blow off Vendit, who called the March top unequivocally while my eyes were still glazed with greed !!]. To tell the truth, once you get over the shell-shock and after-effects of Agent Alan and Wall Street War Syndrome, and realize nobody got the license plate of the truck............. well, it certainly puts you in your place, and you don't approach the market with a cavalier, ****y attitude again. Ever. Doug and I have talked/commisserated about this alot, and we both pretty much feel that these kinds of things are exceedingly valuable, believe it or not. So, to have lived through the worst decline in $COMPX history----and survived----that is an experience that I truly believe will be immensely helpful going forward.
I used to do a lot of solo mountaineering, and the experience was very similar. Every once in a while, generally in a situation in which your life hangs by a thread, you see very, very clearly that you are not in charge, and are merely a visitor in a land which can turn immensely inhospitable with astonishing rapidity. You control nothing, and if you don't understand that, or you forget, your survival becomes very much in doubt.
JMVHO....
WS