Mine old number is on there but not my updated number. I figure, what's the point. So you not having posted your shares on there really means nothing. However, I have a question. Are you miserable or does it just appear that way.
In all my years of trading I've never made my positions public information. Its a matter of choice. Although the spreadsheet can be fun for this board, I'm not sure of its utility for anything other than people having fun sharing.
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