Exactly, I have many questions only God can answer. Even so, I have not rejected God because He loves me just the way I am -- by His Grace, I believe in Him. Because He first loved me, I believe in Him and if He rejected me, I would not believe in HIM.
Even though I have many questions, I still believe in HIM, because, like you, I let God to be God. And because He is and He chose me, by His Grace, I love Him regardless. :)
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