It sounds like you are at a hard time in your life. I wish you all the best in your future endeavors.
I'm still thinking about this... So you have roughly 1.7M shares and plan to sell them at .0002 which is just a little over $300 shares after fees.
I don't know what to say. I'm sorry you can't wait any longer and that $300 is now significant enough to justify throwing your investment away.
I know a lot of investors, myself included, are disappointed with the current PPS. I'm still holding on because I believe in the company. I believe in the sales staff. I believe the CEO is doing his best. If I'm wrong about the benevolence of Paradigm I will go to the feds myself.