joemoney
It is a fine sentence joe. Your mind is in denial.
The posters here understand. A lot of them feel sorry for you. You are so pathetic. Some could care less. I sort of side with the ones that could care less.
In my case you are one of those people that make me laugh because you are so goofy and because you are so goofy you are an easy target.
You are the board clown and your parents despair you will ever straighten up and be someone other than the board clown.
One or both of your parents spoiled you.
That is: spoiled for society and spoiled for yourself.
A little honesty and a lot of professional help is indicated. Unfortunately, you have to equate honest with cure, that is, after you convince yourself you have a problem.
Sort of a Catch-22 for someone such as yourself. In time, the misery and unhappiness will overwhelm you. Don't kill yourself joe, seek help, be honest. Life can be fun.
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