Excel, you sound just like what I am going through. When I go to work I think of those that have the freedom to trade all day. I'm sure they have earned it. It's hard to watch your stocks and sometimes can't get out when needed. This is such a dream of mine. I'd love to have a few monitors and concentrate full time on trading. I am not giving up. When I'm down when I have bad trading experience going to work, by the time I get home, I'm ready to go again. You need to keep getting back up. I hope someday I can read your post that you have made it full time. God Bless