I've definitely had my ups and downs but the program seems to be coming into its won.
You have to bear in mind a little history and what I do will seem clearer.
1. I got annihilated in early 2000 because I kept 'hoping' qqq would bounce back.
2. I then decided I needed a specific rule set for get in and get OUT. Being a former programmer and a fan of contrarian indicators like vix, pcr gave me a good head start.
3. I don't like losing or quitting and owe a lot to my grandfather for faith and inspiration so I am very heavily motivated.
4. When I started this quest in late 2000, I didn't know one hidden bogeyman about stock posting boards: I lost count of how many people reared up and told me that this could not be done. I got quoted every cliche/meme/soundbite there is, mostly from people who had never done 10 minutes of system work.
In my files section there are a couple files documenting memes and negative thinking. I eventually caught on and later when I listened to 12 hours of interviews from mos.com I got the picture and no longer get distracted by that stuff.
Last but not least, I'm only one of many on thse boards with valuable useful insights.