Oh oh, that's going to cost you a few pints. I would normally say go find a rough barked tree with a solid t-shirt on and do a real bear... but... a tree may be torturing you already.
I know you're going through hell but I bet you didn't realize that by bringing your suffering to the board and by a bunch of people trying to figure it out too and help you. That you're helping us as well by getting our minds off this criminal fucking orange adi amin regime if even for a moment.
No wants to know people are suffering except maga and miller. Good luck Monday. Tell the doc you're ready for Voodoo if it helps. I feel for you.