Jacy, Am worried about you. You are a very caring person, all here know that. We also know you love your mother so very much. I remember when i was bitten by that damn dog how you posted that you had to come to Australia to help me out, which was very appreciated, but you would agree was a bit of an over-reaction. We know from many of your posts that you can be super, extra emotional and a bit irrational at times. LOL, we all can be.
I remember how excited you were about finally getting the zoo job. It was a fulfillment of a lifelong desire you said. And you have told us about your not so good all the time relationship with your sister who looks after your mother. You have said you are still close, i think, and that she is always there for you if you really need it.
When you again mentioned you might leave your zoo job, your finally gained solid and happily settled future, understand the idea of you doing that freaked me out.
One of my sisters was the only one who stayed close to my Dad. He was lucky to have her there. She had worked to near the top in her professional area of geriatric care. She was by far placed the best of all of us to be able to help Dad if he ever got to the stage he really needed one of us. I think you have mentioned your sister who is closest to your mother (i mean only physically closest in saying that) has some medical training, so as my sister was is the best one to be with your mother, as my sister was the best of us to be with Dad.
Also, I know from any number of your posts that you are a very intelligent guy. You have more than a few times exhibited real meaningful loving insightful into life and living. Your mother i'd guess would not want you to give up your whole future just to be in Tennessee closer to her. I'd guess.
''i know i'm just getting off base but I do know my mom needs help and I can't leave her out there.. Maybe I'll Change lol... be part of the he man women hater club.
Me and B4 tipping a couple back and yelling about how the democrats stuck it in my ass..😁
It's just that you didn't reply to my other as i had expected you to, so i am worried about your making what could be an awfully ill-advised move. I know it's none of my business, and i don't mean to intrude.
Your saying you were just getting off base and not leaving it reassures me a bit, still... ;-)
Let your sister do the good job she is doing. You owe it to your mother and your sister.
And, after your, lol, rather eventful life you owe it to yourself.