The best part for me was coming out on the other side of it. When you see things that you cannot unsee, it kind of sticks with you. Fortunately it was over a decade ago and I had a ton of things running through my brain back then that involved some bad influences along with all the chemicals I was consuming.
When I got home from my Asian tour I was so happy to be back that I went off the rails in that stretch of my life. Full pockets and lots of old friends sometimes isn't a good mix .