Dude, you have to let up on the booze. If not, it will control and ruin your life.
Go cold turkey for 3 months ASAP, just so that you can prove to yourself that you are in control.
If you can actually do it, more power to you.
If you cannot, well you know the rest.
Listen before its too late as i have seen way too many people destroy their lives, no thanks to the booze...
With all do respect 😇😇😇😇😇
imho
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