"I start to dwell on things effecting me and get down and then I realize I'm not a maga and not in Ukraine, west virginia or fla and feel much much better."
you could have sensed before now i often say stuff like
I'm even thankful i resisted going into a profession for money reasons. Sadly some do from a beginning at uni. and eventually realize they are stuck somewhere they would rather not be. That's not to say that focus doesn't work out all good for some. Good luck to them too, as well as we who always have in mind that we are so much luckier than billions of people are.