well, I don't blame my spots on my mom. I was at least a pack a day for twenty years and a lot of pot before and during that time. I only quit after they found the spots and thought it could be cancer. Like zab said, that scared the shit out of me and I don't ever want to go through what he had to endure.
I'd rather they just euthanize me. I don't want to be a burden on anyone for the stupid decisions I made and be able to pass down the little bit of wealth I have to further generations before the fucking hospitals and drug companies take it all away.