LOL, My Irish jig is more of a jerk. Gout/arthritic, 60y-old f*ed-up cartilage knee problem, you know.
I don't think about my exes much any more except to think that was then and now is now . And wish them all the best. There is absolutely nothing to be gained by you, or by anyone else, to keep bashing yourself about the past. You don't gain anything by repeating all of it as you do. They don't benefit. You'll get to just thinking more as i do too, once you get over the business of feeling it's a healing process to keep bashing yourself. It isn't. No one is a victim. It happened. It's history. If you loved them as you did you will let them go. Your love for them isn't the same any more.
"keep up the good fight my friend. I'm going to try to hang in too." I will and you will too. Don't try. Just do. When it's hard, sleep. lol. Don't forget the deal we made and don't forget what i just reminded you again not to forget. Your 60th.
Yikes. All this time and haven't even had coffee yet.
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