I can't hap and I think that's what is killing me. I used to be an avid golfer, softball player and skater. Sports enthusiast in general.
I'm not eating like I should anymore. Only work and sleep and I feel like I'm dying. I know I screwed up my years with drinking and drugging but I can't change that now.
I don't even want to get out of bed anymore. The new GF is okay but I don't even want to relate with her because of my own faults. I am lost