Fred, I didn'tmean to sound like I've given up. Actually, Liz has already kicked me in the ass for sounding like that. My point is I'm being F8ilisitc. I've got a lot of things that still need to be done. But, I can't help but worrying about that which I have no control over. I've got a 17 year old son that I want to see get married and have kids. I have my motivation and my faith. This isn't about copping out, it's about desire and control. But thanks for your words. They were very kind and supportive.