Doni,
Even if everything you said about OS were true (and it isn't), that wouldn't change the facts about this company. Our Street is just the messenger, one of many messengers, in fact. None of these messengers expected you or anyone else to accept them at their word. It's always been about the evidence. You chose to ignore that evidence, the same evidence, btw, that the SEC found compelling enough to put in its complaint against Rufus.
Further, all you had to do was run a few of the press releases by any CPA or CFA and they would have told you to run, not walk, away from this stock. Finally, you could have listened to your common sense which should have told you that this is too good to be true and doesn't make any sense, especially after all the missed deadlines, failure to deliver on all the key aspects of the deal, the ridiculous interviews, the negative media coverage, etc.
You have only yourself to blame. Whether you choose to learn something from your mistake is entirely up to you.