but the fact that you had to go there screams out,... you feel defeated
What I stated is just a factual part of living and dying. Making a person some kind of demi-god simply because he died is the real evidence of some fantasy world.
10 years ago, McCain was a lying, racist, war mongering, misogynist, according to liberals that were backing Obama. Now all of a sudden he has become some deity. He was simply a man, no more extraordinary than any of us that deal with surviving and enjoying our lives until our time comes to leave this world. If you want to fantasize about his noble character, after besmirching him, it shows your lack of any real integrity. Succumbing to what we all face, sometime in the future, does not make any of us more than what we really are.
For someone that preaches clarity of thought, you seem to be lost in some immature fantasy. But then, I would not expect much more from someone that fantasizes about bring down our president and has made a goddess of a woman that sells her ass or a liar like Cohen, in hopes that either will fulfill that absurdity of impeachment.
Get used to it. Trump will be president for about another 6 years.