up smoking after your heart procedure like 2 years ago. You then posted this pic, of you fishing with your brother, back then! and i said then, that you were supposed to give it up. (see more after this pic)
this pic is dated feb 2013. exactly 2 years ago AFTER your heart attack!
so, now you are saying you just gave it up??
im saying, out of love for you, as a long time ihub friend, that the dr urged you to give it up.
bryans dad refused to, til it was too late, then he had huge heart problems and, without going into detail, it was a very horrible death, part of which i witnessed.
my mom, refused to give up cigs, til it was too late, til they could hardly get a vein, between chemo and her years of smoking. she gave it up but chewed so much nic gum, that it filled her system with even more junk. possibly contributing to her horrible death. you know, as i have told you all here, that fluid surrounded her heart and lungs. between the cancer, the treatment and the awful circulation, they did all they could. dad put the cell phone to her ear so that we could say we loved each other, and a few mins later, she was gone.
sorry to post all this in public, but im reaching out to you.
listen to yourself. ok?
you have a wonderful family and grand kids, that you love to see and you cook like a tv chef.
now, get better, go get that "procedure" and fight for life. :-)