I'm sorry for your loss and I do understand where you are coming from. Sometimes we get caught up on the economics of certain things, from that perspective if a site provides a place to discuss, grieve, gain knowledge etc....and from those type of discussion that good things happen than it's worth more than all the money in the world.
Don't get me wrong, I am actually supporter of Medicinal Marijuana. My posts are mostly a frustration on how Mike is executing his PR's more than anything else (I do have shares). With that said, I am sorry for your loss and wish you the best.